Disillusioned ?

We all are contantly disillusioned in life at some point or the other.We try to keep our faith but its tested at times by constantly changing world.Sometimes we try to very hard to get somewhere and realise only by reaching there that it was all an illusion.Why am i getting into this?I have reached my endurance limit,i believed in something and now seems like i had put my faith wrongly in it.(lets get this straight its my job).I slogged like crazy and it got me nowhere.I see people who dont work/lie etc at this same point i am .Well,makes one wonder if it was worth it?You get a name ,fame but still that vital peace of mind is missing..Guess its time i join the bandwagon of reality.Lets see how we endure the change that everyone seems so hell bent on bringing.