Pandemic times and reflection is something all of us are going through. Sometimes the time and thought we are going through makes us take unusual decisions. I had a cushy job with a great manager and a great team. I was all set to probably becoming a director in few years if i continued contributing and working hard. But i always felt i wasn't being too creative in what i do or just felt i can do something more interesting. I started scouting for a job with no real intent of changing but maybe just to see whats out there. Interestingly got 2 opportunities to work on something totally different. I had my moment of doubt due to pandemic times and fear of change. However, after a holistic review of my liabilities and interest areas i decided to bite the bullet. Being a conformist is what i have been my whole life. Sometimes being a non conformist makes you achieve a lot in life.Excellence only comes when you do something which truly resonates with your soul. In last year i let go of many things like buying a house, moving abroad and now letting go of the cushiness of great job. I was conflicted and did look for answers from friends , online motivators, spirituality, but ultimately you need to do whats best for you. To be or not to be is only we can do by looking within ourselves. We should not out ourselves in ceilings and those limit us.
I am prepared to learn , unlearn, leave fear and give it my best shot . Hope it works out. My love for Oracle continues, but sometimes we breakup for our own good :) .
